I awaken in a cold sweat,
stuck in an endless dark tunnel,
there is no light here,
No one is near.
I shall not receive aid,
stuck in peril am I,
Desperately I search,
but to me... they are gone.
Wandering aimlessly I find you,
the only chance to escape this fate,
I can not help but to smile,
But soon you slowly begin to fade.
I call out to you, chasing in pursuit,
yet you are fleeting,
For these things that we observe are transient,
the objects that go unseen are eternal.
Gone.... they are gone.
All those things I held near.
I miss her, I can still see her everywhere
She's a ghost
She haunts me all the time
Why doesn't the torture end?
She was the best thing to happen
I've been with many others
But it's never the same
Why can't i get over her?
I return to where we met
and surprisingly I dont see her
But when I turn around there she is
Why can't I forget her?
It was just us
Me and her, I taught her so much
And she taught me
But now she's gone
Sometimes my vision fades
and all I see is her image
I close my eyes
and there she is
Sometimes I think of her all the time
Buy does it really matter?
I'll forget her I can tell
But.... I always fail
I follow my dreams
I awaken in a cold sweat,
stuck in an endless dark tunnel,
there is no light here,
No one is near.
I shall not receive aid,
stuck in peril am I,
Desperately I search,
but to me... they are gone.
Wandering aimlessly I find you,
the only chance to escape this fate,
I can not help but to smile,
But soon you slowly begin to fade.
I call out to you, chasing in pursuit,
yet you are fleeting,
For these things that we observe are transient,
the objects that go unseen are eternal.
Gone.... they are gone.
All those things I held near.
I miss her, I can still see her everywhere
She's a ghost
She haunts me all the time
Why doesn't the torture end?
She was the best thing to happen
I've been with many others
But it's never the same
Why can't i get over her?
I return to where we met
and surprisingly I dont see her
But when I turn around there she is
Why can't I forget her?
It was just us
Me and her, I taught her so much
And she taught me
But now she's gone
Sometimes my vision fades
and all I see is her image
I close my eyes
and there she is
Sometimes I think of her all the time
Buy does it really matter?
I'll forget her I can tell
But.... I always fail
I follow my dreams
I'm a military man by heart. From the day I was born i've been raised in a military household. To get into the Marines would be the greatest honour for me and that's my life long goal. Some other things about me though is that my family is Dutch and I come from Arnhem, Netherlands. I currently reside within the south-eastern portion of the US and have lived here ever since I was four. I was born in 1998 and am currently 16. Some of my hobbies are football (American), Track, Hunting, and video games. I'm a writer whenever I feel the urge to write, but when I write I try to pour my heart out onto the paper. I don't see myself as a success but who knows. Art: www.deviantart.com/art/Howling…
Favourite Visual Artist
Depends
Favourite Movies
I've got to many to name
Favourite TV Shows
I dont watch a lot of tv so the walking dead
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Skrillex, A7X, Three days grace, DeadMau5, and many more
I'm here. I'm alive. Life is busy, things change, people move on from things. I can't believe it's been two years since I wrote a journal, and apparently people still look at my page. I'm not certain as to why. But hey if I mean that much to someone please let me know by commenting on this journal, I'd love to see who still is able to call me friend after all this time.